Are you divorced, but still dealing with the majority of the same issues you did when you were married to your spouse? Does your former spouse still need to have power over you? To ensure they achieve and maintain this, they emotionally, verbally, and economically abuse you. Does it seem that no matter how you respond to your ex-spouse, the outcome is still the same? Do you feel being divorced your relationship has stayed unchanged?
A person does not have to be diagnosed with any mental health problems, and especially not Narcissistic Personality Disorder to display characteristics. I have thrown myself into learning everything I can about Narcissism with the intention to be a scholar. Narcissistic tendencies or narcissistic symptoms can occur in varying degrees. So, someone need not be diagnosable as having full-fledged Narcissistic Personality Disorder to display what you’ll see referred to in various books and articles as unhealthy, pathological, or malignant narcissism. Lesser degrees of narcissism can be problematic in relationships, which could be fueling abuse or even alcoholism or drug addiction.
A relationship with a narcissist is not a partnership. Those suffering from unhealthy levels of narcissism do not know what being a partner means. They are self-centered. They lack empathy. And more than anything else, they are grandiose. Like a two-year-old, they throw tantrums when they don’t get their way. They scream they hate you, obscenities and other hurtful things with the intention to hurt you. They lie, bully and intimidate. A narcissist is a master manipulator. They will try and convince you that you are the problem, and in their mind, they honestly believe it. They are in complete denial they are the issue, therefore trying to reason and rationalize with them is pointless.
Once you are no longer legally bound, they continue walking around being self-centered and grandiose, engaging in emotional and verbal abuse attempting to keep you hooked in and doing exactly what they please. Should you expect differently? Remember, they are self-centered, they are self-absorbed, and they lack empathy. Because of their grandiosity, they feel entitled to do as they please. In turn, everyone else is here to serve them and meet their needs. You must be kept in line and under their thumb. Yes, the narcissist has spots, and no they do not change.
Some narcissists see divorce as a competition, engaging in trickery and manipulation in order to get the better end of the deal. They play by their own set of rules. Do as I say, not as I do. They often behave with extreme hostility toward their ex-spouse because they see them as the opposition. If you cross them, stand up for yourself, disrespect them, or call them out on their lies, be prepared for a merciless resistance. When you quit enabling them and allow them to face the consequences of their actions, be prepaid for ruthless perniciousness.
It might take you a long time to realize that you are not the problem. THEY ARE. So, what is the answer? Distance yourself emotionally and physically from them. Your life is your own to live as you please now, or is it? Are you ever sure exactly where to step? Do you second-guess what the rules are? One misstep causes you to tumble into a pit of drama – worth avoiding at any cost. The only way to take control from a narcissist is not to need anything from them. If you receive child-support or alimony, then extricating your life totally from theirs, is not an option.
Detaching from a narcissist can be quite difficult. When you understand what is causing your feelings it will be easier for you to control your emotions and get mentally rid of them. Relationships with a narcissistic spouse can often be compared to a drug addiction. In the beginning of the relationship a narcissist makes you feel like a fabulous person. They may claim that they have never met anyone like you or have never had anyone make them feel the way you do. You understand them in a way no one ever has. You fulfill them, make them happy. It is typical for a narcissistic person to start to talk about “love” and “loving” almost immediately, even before they have had a chance to really get to know who you really are.
A narcissist can be incredibly charming and “perfect”, in the beginning of the relationship, causing you to fall deeply in love before you even realize what is happening. Your brain begins releasing “pleasure substances”, biochemical compounds which are responsible for the feelings of happiness, mental balance and euphoria. As time goes by, your brain is slowly being altered in such a way that you must have the “drug” constantly available in order to maintain a satisfied state of mind. In this case the “drug” is the love of your narcissistic partner. Therefore, the only effective way to get mentally rid of a narcissist is to NOT be in any kind of contact with them.
Since we have established going “cold turkey” is not an option for some, here are a few survival tips. First you need to accept your feelings for them. Many recovering narcissist addicts are in love with the fantasy or their dream, clinging to false pretenses, of the person they believe existed. It is the FEELINGS you had in the beginning for them your attached to; of love, affection and adoration, not your ex-spouse. The enemy is your mental addiction to your narcissistic partner. Your head and your heart may not necessarily be on the same page, therefore you have to set boundaries. You have to teach people how to treat you. It is not within our power to change anyone other than ourselves.
DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT get into a fight with the narcissist, you will not win. Do not make them angry, they tend to be extremely vengeful. Do not discuss how you feel with them, they will gather the information and use it against you. They will get furious if you try to complicate their life in any way, and since they no longer care for you after the relationship has ended, they might really make your life miserable. Do not take that risk. Do not try to rationalize with them, their description of the truth is always skewed, and sometimes just flat out wrong. People who display narcissistic characteristics will gaslight you.
If you have a chance, let the court manage your child support and alimony. Do not engage with them. Pick your battles. Limit your communication with them to text or emails or use Our Family Wizard http://www.ourfamilywizard.com/ofw/. When and if you have to deal with your ex-spouse, do so with no emotion, present the facts and move on. Your dealings should be short and to the point. The most painful thing of all, is to separate your friends. The more you know about them, and they about you, keeps you from moving on. Remember, you can not move on to the next chapter of your book if you keep re-reading the last one.
There is a lot more that I could say on the issue, but I feel that I am getting off on bunny trails. There are so many issues that can be discussed; raising children with a narcissist, do your children exhibit narcissistic behaviors, moving on from a narcissistic relationship, and creating boundaries. Maybe I will discuss these at a later date. For now, I will leave you with these verses from the Bible I thought were appropriate for this post. It almost sounds like Paul was describing a person with a narcissistic personality.
2 Timothy 3:1-0 – ”But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God — having a form of godliness but denying its power. HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM. They are the kind who worm their way into homes and gain control over weak-willed women, [they are the kind] who are loaded down with sins and are swayed by all kinds of evil desires, always learning but never able to acknowledge the truth…these men oppose the truth—men of depraved minds, who, as far as the faith is concerned, ARE REJECTED. But they will not get very far because their folly will be clear to everyone.”